I haven’t been posting any blogs lately. I have been writing, but, for some unremembered reason, I didn’t publish what I’ve written because I thought I might go back and edit the posts first. LOL…well, I’m not sure that’s going to work for me! Apparently, I’m an out of sight out of mind kind of girl!
No, seriously, though. I do have several posts that I hope to complete over the next week. Blogging has been really good for me to dispel the bombardment of thought that goes on in my brain. It’s just been a long, semi-tiring two weeks. I don’t know if it’s the onset of summer or not — probably. Changing seasons affect me more than I usually admit or pay attention to…but, now, with the empty nest around me, I have more time to think about such things and to blog about them —boring or not!
Empty nest is one of the things I want to write about. Work is another. Purpose another.
You know, I am lonely, but I’m also content. It’s weird. Sometimes I don’t know myself in the mirror anymore. I’m changing. Phsically. I might even make friends with this older woman in the mirror. Who knows. It was so nice to have the boys spend the night on Monday. They were asleep (as was I) by 10:30pm. I never go to sleep before midnight and mostly even then I have to force myself to do so. But, just their presence made me feel not so alone and the house (apt) comfy and homey. It was really nice to hear them sleeping in the night and to see them stirring in the morning light. They are such good boys.
Anyway, I’m going to blog about some of that kind of stuff in a few days. Maybe on Sunday…if I’m off work..oh, I hope so. I do so like being home on Sundays.
Well, just got home from work tonight and have an early day tomorrow so I’m off to bed and hopefully to close my eyes and sleep. I’m reading a really good book right now so we’ll see who wins out…the sand man or the author…
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